my very recent ex boyfriend told my mum about my cutting. half because he knew it would fuck me off and half because he was ‘worried’ about me, or so he fucking says, when he’s the one who dumped me? fucker. oh yeah, may i add, by a text message and then took it off facebook the next minute, but then, the next day, wanted me back. i said we’d see. like seriously? how could i go running back straight away? yes, i love him, but these past few weeks he’s been a serious cunt. and i never use that word hardly ever unless i’m super angry. now he’s telling me all this shit how i was a bad girlfriend and i wasn’t good enough and when i brought up working through the mistakes i’d made, he replied with. ‘don’t make mistakes’. wow okay. and lawl i told him i had stopped cutting but really, that day after he first abused me, i carved the words ‘nothing’ into one upper thigh, and ‘worthless’ into the other. hope that made him fucking happy.
what do i do? suck up to him or move on?
